Saturday, March 23, 2019

To others it appears that I'm happy. And in that moment maybe I am. But it's there inside. Sadness, grief, anger, aloneness... life goes on ... some take the time to ask how I'm doing ... many don't. I don't blame them. My nature is to laugh and be happy and appear that everything is okay. I'm an addict. I am obsessive compulsive. What may be easy for some is not easy for me. I work daily on bringing myself to a place of gratitude. To be kind to others because you never know what they're going thru and to forgive the people that expect me to be a certain way and/or heal a certain way within their time frame. It's not easy but this is my journey. I appreciate each and every one of you who checks in on me, leaves comments of support and takes the time to understand what I'm going thru. Thank you.